This is our family portrait drawn by Aiden. He is now 6 years old. It is just so cute and so sweet… I really love it so much!! It is now hanging on our refrigeratoe door. Puts a smile on my face whenever I see it… Reminds me of what’s important!!!!
Aiden drew this a while back… I didn’t have the ‘perfect’ kit or rather the right kit to scrap this u til last week I saw this kit by Ju Kneipp… It’s just perfect!!
This is a little belated, never got round scrapping it… But here it is, Aiden first Jogathon. We had so much fun with him that day. Greg was not working and Aiden was SO happy that he was able to run with him. I was (of course) the photographer for the day… It was really cute and fun at the same time watching him doing his YMCA warm up routine and singing the national anthem with the other kids…
Although the Standard 1 kids are not required to race but of course Aiden will not miss out! 
He completed the whole race with Daddy!
I’ve been kinda feeling down lately.. Over what? I really don’t know.. Or maybe just, just maybe I’m not willing to deal with stuff and face up to things… I don’t even wanna talk, I sought solace in being by myself. I love my mornings now after I’ve sent Caitlyn to school. I get to just sit by myself and have my breakfast and watch the world go by in silence and just have random thoughts… Like handling my feelings, things that makes me unhappy (finding my reasoning for those things) and kinda just get myself to be ok about it. Sometimes when I’m really down I’ll go to somewhere not so busy cause I know that I’ll just end up crying. Honestly, I’m even afraid to say out that I’m unhappy cause then I’ll have everybody pressing me about it.. And I really don’t wanna talk. I really can’t put my finger on it. And maybe sometimes… It’s just things that I really can’t say coz it involves some other people or things that I’m just to embarrassed to say.
I don’t even remember when did I start feeling like this… I’m trying to find the starting line here but there is none.. It kinda just happened or maybe it was just build up overtime… Then I came to think about ‘Have I always been like this?’ and ‘How did I use to handle this?’
Ahh.. I know….
I use to just go shopping… that keeps me busy, walking in malls the whole day. But now that I can’t afford anything, it just got depressing for me.. I’m so screwed up. And I’m kinda angry at myself.
Just a couple of days ago, I was thinking of starting another blog which I can just write about anything that no one else know about… Somewhere I can just spill it all out so that I can just get it out of my system.. But really does it help? Will it work, like dumping rubbish? Is it that simple?
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