Stolen

Journaling reads:

Never in my wildest dreams I ever thought of having another baby after your brother and sister… Mommy and Daddy thought that we were already so lucky to have a boy and a girl.And then you came  along… We jokingly call you our bonus edition, our little surprise sent to us from heaven. But deap down inside we scared to death if we could care for another baby. Now that you are here, with your chubby cheeks, pretty eyes, the curl of your lips when you coo… how lovely it feels when you curl your fingers to hold mine when I’m feeding you… You are just so precious, Mommy is completely blown away by you… Daddy is in awe of you, I often catch him all gooey when looking at you… What can I say? You have stolen our heart little Emme

Just a little update on Emme… She is now 2 months old… and growing in size right before our eyes. I’m wondering if she is gonna be fatty like Caitlyn was she was a baby. As it is, when we took her for her jab at 1 month old, she was already above the graph :-|

I still have not manage to get her into a fixed routine yet… Partly because (I think) it’s still kinda crazy at home still… Emme is very different from the other 2… She wants to be carried all the time when she is awake. Unlike Aiden and Caitlyn, she won’t be contented to just sit in her bassinet by herself, someone has be to constantly be with her. Even when carried… she will be squirming about! :-( Greg says that because I always give in and carry her anyway…but really.. I just cannot stand her screaming away. It just drives me nuts!!

Besides that… she is an angel. This week she is starting to coo when we sing or talk to her. Very alert too.. responds to sounds and people around her very well. A milk guzzler just like her sister (tak kalah langsung) She downs 6oz every 2-3 hours, and still need her night feeds. I’m wondering when can she do without her night feeds? Do we train her or let it happen naturally? I don’t remember what happened with the other 2? :-P Any ideas?

Share
 

This Photo

This photo is one of the many that I took last Saturday morning at home while we were just chilling out at home and it was nice and cool as the rain was just starting to pour outside. It really difficult to catch them all in a good mood for a photoshoot and plus Emme as well, coz she is either sleeping or crying :-|  Thus so this impromptu photo session at home…

I uploaded this LO in FB yesterday, when Ultra Cool Daddy saw it when he landed (sure check FB!!) He says that he is in awe that these are our children… That made me stop and think.. Ya-lah.. How did I give birth to all these 3 little human beings? I mean, I was the cool party girl ok! :-P How did I become a mother of 3 small kids and a stay at home Mom some more!!

Now a days I really hardly have any time for the older 2 not to mention myself.. Before Emme came along I would say that it was rather balance still. In terms of time and attention given to the both of them. But ever since Emme came along my life has been all about her… I’m tired all the time and honestly.. I feel like shit most of the time. I really pity Aiden and Cait too.. I know that Caitlyn feels it the most because before her sister, she was constantly with me and had all the attention. Now I’m just constantly carrying her as Emme doesn’t want to be put down. The only time my hands are free is when she naps in the afternoon.. Otherwise she’ll be screaming to be picked up. :-( How leh?

Everyone says “Aiyah.. Don’t worry lah.. A few more years it’ll be easier lah!” A FEW MORE YEARS wor!!!! I don’t know if I’ll make it to a few more years.. Can we like hit the fast forward button please!!  Before I go crazy and kill the kids or myself…

Don’t get me wrong. It’s not like I don’t love them.. I do, more then anything. But I’m just going crazy and just making it through everyday…

Share
 

1st Tooth

Actually Aiden lost his first tooth quite some time back already… when I was still preggars. Then lost another (the one next to this first one) when I was in my confinement. But I didn’t blog about it.. I know…Bad Mommy, bad blogger!! But I just had to include it in my blog somehow. It is a momentous events is a kids life, no?

At this time, this first tooth has already grown half way out and the second one still remains a gaping hole.. Very cute lah when he grins! But it’s there..making it’s way out.

WE (yes, I said we), meaning Greg and I (who has the greatest fear of dentists) are still trying to get him to a dentist for a check up… But failing..  When are they suppose to go for their 1st check up anyway? Any ideas? I’ve gotten a few numbers already (since I’m gonna see a dentist too) So I thought of dragging him along too.

Share
© 2012 Ultra Cool Mama Suffusion theme by Sayontan Sinha